At the urge of crying .

Today is such a bad day for me . I dont why , but everything i did seems so wrong and so out of focus.Dari pagi lagi aku dah sense something is wrong . But yeah , taknak ponteng . so iron baju . tak pernah-pernah kena dan dan pagi td tangan terkena iron . Okay . Sakit . Nasib kena sikit jer.

Pergi sekolah . Naik tangga . Nyaris nak tersungkur sebab terpijak kain .Malu .

Waktu math . Emosi masih stabil.

Fizik . Shaky hands .Sudden headache . Force a laugh when others are laughing . Deep inside there's nothing . empty.Fikus mula hilang sikit demi sedikit.

Nilam BM . I laugh even reading something that is not even funny. 

Recess . As usual , i went for a walk and went for the toilet . Next stand by any hall and read till the recess ends . But tadi , i look around me and feels like something is missing . Ulang alik ke toilet cuz tears was welled up my eyes . 

Addmath . New Chapter . Integration . Easy . But im all out of focus . Conteng buku . Trys to focus . but cant . It feels so complicated/

Sejarah .  tak fokus langsung . 

Home . Almost trip when going up and down the stairs . 

I dont know whats wrong with me ?!

My body is here but my mind and my soul are nowhere to be found.

i am so .............