I seriously need to seek some help . It so hard having this kind of feeling . Like seriously its killing me slowly . I need to be responsible on my own problems .
Dah terlampau banyak aku pendam pendam sampai I dont even know how much more yang boleh aku pendam . Sekarang , semua benda yang even orang cakap the smallest thing like , "kau kurus sangat" , "rendah sangat" , aku dah mula take those words deep . bak kata orang , makan dalam . Sebelum nie tak pernah kisah . I can even joke about it . But now , not really . my lips are glued together , but deep deep inside , im hurt , badly .
Im facing lots of issues right now .
Need to get myself together before the SPM come . like seriously .
p/s : feeling 5% better lepas luah kat Amni and Ainina <3 , like seriously , someone cargo them up to me . please . A shoulder to cry on would be lovely right now .
Okay bye . Nak terjun katil .
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