Stalker Much ?

I might consider on privating this blog and open to those selected person. Why ? Let just say , THERE ARE LOT OF STALKERS THAT HAVE BEEN SCROLLING TO EVERY PAGE JUST TO FIND SOMETHING TO TALK TO OTHERS WHILE IM GONE . And yes stalker with the BIG FAT S

Bak kata Ainina , " Macam main telefon berkarat , tak semua yang disampaikan itu betul "

Heh , HAI STALKER TAK BERTAULIAH , have you ever think that my thoughts would probably be different from the month of Dec , January and February ? And maybe March , I am like " Okay why not give 'em some chance and so , They're cool " or maybe " I need to talk more , maybe i'll talk to them tmmorow" or possibly I might be wondering like this , " Why not I just cut my ego off and be as friendly as I was like the past-past years"
Have you ever thought that way before go bashing around and not considering what I would be feeling after 3 months? Heck no.
Believe me , right now , ALL I CARE ABOUT IS ME . ME ME ME . Maybe I do care about some of you lately but not anymore I guess after dicovering so much things .

Fine , HATE ME , IGNORE ME , TALK BEHIND MY BACK . I dont really seems to care about it anymore . Cause the truth is , you all know nothing about me . Hows my family , how does they treat me , what my parents do for living oh cut it off , you dont even know my full name right?

I found maybe 3 to 5 out of so many of you , that i can actually believe in . That i could actually talk to .

Believe me , to regain back my confidence , my faith , are not as easy as 1 , 2 , 3 . And I dont planned to regain it back in this nearest time . like seriously .

You've read it already right ? Okay , now go , run and tell the whole world . Twist the story . Add some flavour to make it spicy till the whole universe knows all the bad things about me . It do nothing to me . Like the malay always says , TAK TERKESAN LAGI DAH .

So , by the school holidays , I MIGHT PRIVATING THIS BLOG . My appologise to my readers (if i have one besides my fellow friends) if you cant no longer view my blog . but leave a comment/or write at the shoutbox  you e-mail so I might aswell consider to invite you .

Dear Menii Pillow Gemok <3
Kau jangan risau , toksah duk tahcing ah cheq nak private blog . Nanti hang cheq bagitau cm mana nak baca wokeh . VVIP punya cara :D . HAHA .

Im tired of all the sheets (the proper way to spell . SCORE!) . People get misunderstanding or always twist the story . I guess that's life huh?Well let me live my life in peace . Im done .

Segala ke-TERSENTAP-an perasaan tanggung sendiri but I do appologise . See , I even care bout your feelings and all . pfftt . kau memang pelik Aina .
Toodless.

p/s : daripada aku private baik aku tukar URL kan? haha :)

p/s/s : Thank You like a million times to Ainina and Amni . Ainina for giving such inspirational and kinda like bagi semangat punya advice and Amni for calling me yesterday <3 You guys are the best that I could ever asked for . And Hafizul , thanks lah sebab pujuk aku .:) , KAWAN :)

p/s/s/s : oh dan STALKERS sekalian , saya minta maaf kalau awak tersentap tak tahu cerita tiba tiba nak benci saya sebab post-post saya sebelum nie . Tapi sapa suruh stalk kan?Nak stalk pun stalk ah isu terbaru . Ini isu dah lepas yang kecoh nak stalk . Masing-masing ada pendapat masing-masing . And my opinion changes just the beginning of March (good opinion) but then change back to its old form (not so good one) , just yesterday .