A still framed photograph of you, and me together.
Is all I have of me and you anymore.
We were so in love and we thought it'd last forever.
But in the storm, we were torn.
And I won't forget you, don't regret you. And the hardest thing I've had to do is live without you.
And i wonder why we both walked away.
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you.
Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue
And I miss, I miss you.
If I'd only knew the words to say that would make you turn around (turn around)
I'd say those words to you more than a million times.
It's been forever, but that hasn't changed what you mean to me.
Darling can't you see?
That I won't forget you, don't regret you. And the hardest thing I've had to do is live without you.
And i wonder why we both walked away (We walked away)
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you.
Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue
And I miss, I miss you.
I'm sorry for all I did, what I said and things I hid.
I'm finally over me..
Is that too late for you?
I can't imagine where I'd be
If you had never rescued me
You gave me what it is, now I need you.
Yes I need you!
FLASHBACK
"Oh boohooo , get over your ego and admit that you have that feeling for me" MNM lantang berkata-kata namun kelantangannya itu dicabar . "No! I dont! Kalau ada sekalipun I takkan admit , cause can't you see , its tearing us apart! This whole feeling feeling in our friendship do us no good at all - - " "THEN WHY ON EARTH YOU KEEP GIVING ME THAT HINT?" MNM pantas membidas .
" WHAT HINT?!!" Nina melawan , sambil matanya mencerlung merenung sebujur wajah putih bersih yang kemerahan disebabkan kemarahan memuncak didalam diri , di hadapannya . Wajah mereka hanya dipisahkan oleh jarak 5 inci . " The hint 'Oh-MNM-I-LIKE-YOU-LIKE-I-LIKE-LIKE-YOU' . Why Nina WHY? Why did you ever do that if you feel like that we will never workout" MNM menyoal . Nina diam membisu membiarkan MNM dalam teka-teki .
MNM menarik nafas yang panjang dan melepaskan segala karbon dioksida dengan perlahan . Pandangannya dihalakan kepada Nina yang tunduk membisu . Lantas , tangan si gadis di capai dan digenggam erat . "Look , I love you . More than a friend . And I want to give 'us' a try . Please? " Dagu Nina diangkat lembut dan MNM merenung mata milik sahabat baiknya itu menanti jawapan .
Penantian itu satu penyiksaan . Kekal membisu , Nina hanya menatap lembut mata MNM membuat jiwa lelaki MNM kian serabut . Dalam hati MNM mengharap . Mengharapkan suatu permulaan yang baru dalam perhubungan mereka . Sesungguhnya dia tidak tipu apabila melafazkan bahawa dia amat menyayangi gadis di hadapannya ini.
"Say something . Please . Jangan buatkan I ternanti-nanti bagi suatu jawapan yang boleh mengubah hati I" MNM berbisik perlahan . Mata mereka masih lagi bertentangan . Nina merenung dalam anak mata berwarna coklat gelap. 5 minit berlalu . Nina mematahkan renungan mereka berdua. Dia menggelengkan kepala . Bagaikan bom masa yang berdetik menanti wayar yang betul dipotong bagi menghentikan masa countdown . Begitulah perasaan MNM . Namun dia tetap sabar .
"Im sorry - - - " Nina berhenti . Membiarkan bicaranya tergantung ,
TEBABOOM!
Game Over . Wayar yang salah telah Nina potong . Bom meletup . Now he's gone . Itulah monolog hati MNM tatkala mendengar 2 patah kata daripada Nina . Dia melepaskan genggaman terhadap tangan Nina dan hanya mengangguk lembut .
"I know , I'll never stand a chance . But entah , I tetap nak cuba . Hey , at least I tried kan?" Suara MNM mula bergetar . Dia memejamkan mata . Nina pantas menekup pipi si lelaki . "Hey , look at me" MNM menggeleng . "Just freaking open your eyes and look at me!" Nina mengarah . MNM perlahan-lahan membuka matanya . Jelas di pandangan Nina , mutiara-mutiara jernih bertandang di tubir mata lelaki itu .
"Im sorry - - " "No , dont be sorry" belum sempat Nina menghabiskan bicara MNM memintas . Nina rolled her eyes . "Eh keding , cuba dengar dulu apa yang I nak cakap nie . Im sorry , I hurt you by not telling you this before . Yes I like you like like you so freaking much . And yes , I want to give love a try . I want to give 'US' a try"
Benarlah kata orang-orang tua , dari mata turun ke hati . Nina sedar saat mata mereka bertaut ,dia dapat merasakan keikhlasan dan getaran yang belum pernah dia rasa sebelum ni dengan mana-mana sahabat lelakinya .
Terukir senyuman di bibir MNM . Terlihat akannya masa hadapan yang penuh kebahagiaan bagi mereka berdua .
"So I can call you baby lah sekarang?" MNM berkata sambil mengangkat keningnya beserta senyuman nakal terukir di bibir.Merah padam muka sahabat merangkap kekasihnya itu . Lantas bahu MNM ditumbuk . "Ouuu , tak baik tau pukul boyfriend you" MNM mengaduh .
"tak boleh . . ." Nina berjeda . "Panggil sayang takpe . . . . " merah padam muka Nina saat meluahkan ayat tersebut . MNM tergelak melihat sifat malu buah hatinya itu . Pantas dia merapatkan dahinya ke dahi Nina dan mengelus lembut wajah si gadis . "I love you so much . . . . . sayang" ungkap MNM lembut pantas tanpa meregangkan dahinya hidung Nina dikucup lembut , menambahkan lagi merah di pipi Nina .
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So Nina , I've been planning this story a week before your B-Day . Tapi tapi , my body was too worn out because of work that can't manage to finish this ontime . Oh well , guess this is your very late birthday present . TEHEEEE .
Kay prepare yourself cuz part 2 gonna be so steamy and hot . HAHAHA. Cuz you're 18 and qualify enough to read Rated-R contents . Tehee .
So , (happy 8 days late) birthday :)
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