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18 November 2015

All Grown Up

When did the clock ticked away ? How can it ticked away so fast?
I still remember like it was a year ago that I was in SMKSI wearing that purple librarian uniform with my black shoes on and my senget lencana glued to my tudung .
And it was then in 3 Bestari 1 I met a peliks girl named Amni . She was someone's else best friend back then and I was someone's else best friend . It just so happen that the world wants to see two people with the most annoying and extra energy and who happen to eat a lot like having 12 perut -- kalah lembu -- meet each other . 

I cant remember how the start of my friendship with Meni , but for all I care is that I am just glad that one of us decided to acknowledge the presence of each other . 

Brought a smile everytime I reminisce about the good times living in Seri Iskandar . How I dont need to pretend being someone else to please other people , where the life consist of rainbows and unicorns poopings skittles . Me and Meni used to eat a lot . Like we can eat lunch at 10 and be hungry at 10:02 .Going to koperasi just to buy kerepek and air kotak then lepak bawah tangga till the loceng goes off .

When kokurikulum's time we will most probably went to the public phone just so Meni could phone her 'Kiki Coklat' and talks like a giddy teenager girl we are . Or we would went to the PBSM's meeting just to wonder what the heck we are doing there . 

There are times when there is a school event me and Meni would stick like paper and glue . Even during the merentas desa we would run the first half like crazy and then not even 10 minutes we will just walk since we are too fat to run . 

Tho , we are not in the same class --- since I played a lot I was put into 4SB2, separated from Meni , but never have one of us gone separate ways . We still have our recess and crazy times together and to be honest those two years felt like forever and it pains for me to move on . The last day of school in 2010 , I remembered dragging Meni all over the school cam-whoring here and there so that I could atleast treasure what I would left behind . Creating memories those 6 hours .But to be honest there are mre pictures of me and Meni then other . Not regretting it though . 





The best thing ever happened to me would probably be my friendship and Meni . I moved a lot . Like seriously a lot . And for that I have a damaged trust issue because , people change along with the days . They might snot and cry seeing you leave and promised to keep in touch but after several months I was greet by strangers . 

However , with Meni , she did not exiled me . Eventhough it would be once in a blue moon that we contact each other but the feeling is still mutual . I can talk about almost everything to Meni -- that I can guaranteed I've never talked to anyone else . I would tell all the details and all the juicy deets to her . She would be the second person I would tell good news to -- first would be the family , vice versa .We would cry , laugh , seeking each other's opinion on the life and death decisions. We could talk over the phones for hours and not caring about the charges -- Celcom rules ! and we could text or whatsApp long messages .

Despite not seeing each other for a long time now , I am however forever grateful since this girl never failed to be there anytime I need her.We might not spend 24 hours together but when we have the conversation , it would feel like she is so near besides me

That is why , seeing the photos she sent from her convocation days , made me teared up . Its like we have gone thru a long time period , growing into something we never imagined we will become to but still nothing has changed between us . 

Dear Meni , 
If you ever read this , 
Please know that I love you so much more like a little sister I never had so I imaginary adopted you becoming my little 'gemok' sister . 
Please stay my little not so little twin sister from another mother father . 
I know that you met other people which is much more important in your life now , new friends , new surroundings , new twins . But im hoping I would always have that spot in you as your cute be-uuuutiful gojes gonjeng sister / twins / best friend forever . 
Know that you are my 'person' -- macam Meredith Grey ade Christina Yang as he person , or that Girl yang boleh nampak hantu dalam Master's Sun has that guy yg halau hantu untuk dia as her person . 
You are the best in friend for a forever period time .

                                            

Congratulations / Tahniah for your convocation . Woohoo , kau survive tiga tahun penuh onak berduri , ombak beralun , shin chan berjoget .
Mianhe (insert korean saying Sorry for not attending your convo . I very sad) (insert crying emoji)

You survived Diploma , I'll pray you'll survive your Degree so that I can attend your Degree's convocation . Hihihi .

Tahniah little sister ,
You deserve it .

Sincerely ,
Awesome cute gojes gonjeng ,
Aina Nadia .

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